TRIP PICS

I'm going out soon. so I wouldnt blog much but just some photos :D

Sigh i think this is the only for me to relieve myself.
its 4 more days till you're gone.
I really i wish to tell you i still do, although you don't already.
i know this is wrong and i shouldn't be doing this. yea and maybe i shouldn't. argh.nvm.

perhaps we're never meant to be.
i m moving my blog soon. ask me if you need to kpo [:

WATCH its me [:

BOOM! oh my, there is some kind of MEGA thunderstorm going out there now.woo. so scary man. the tree outside the window had just broke its branches.lol. okay i feel like a news weather forecast. i gtg byebye

oh gosh ms seow just called.i played truant today without telling mom.MY! my heart missed many many many beats.so scary,ut mom still trust me.oh no im feeeling really gulity,i wouldnt do it again! REALLY! i promise.sigh. nvm the weather is bad today. didnt get to blade or bike or race.bleah.nvm.tues! please give me a sunny day [:
for those who are sick i know please tc and drink lots of water.

i have not blogged for a week or so.well i ve tried to.but he computer just fail to function. bleah
I HATE TO BE SICK! i've been perspiring the entire day! the 20 over cups of water didnt ''WASH THE VIRUS" in me out.bleah.sigh in anyways,IT SUCKS.

didnt go to sch paid sissy to go gramophone over at pp to rent DVDs for me to watch. TH CHORNICLES OF NARNIA, THE NOTEBOOK. i watched the notebook with ahma.lol. during the intimate scences she said its masak to her.LOL. okay it was a really touching movie.sigh will we end up like them.please no! its too sad! the other show was nice~ yea i rmb reading half of it when i was young.
okay i m talking to mesh now =]bye

VEE day! lol.

07a o5 i love you guys. there was debate todya ( the only interesting today)

made roses until late into the night only slp aft one.sight. well balloons !

i thought tt ass ditch me for slp again.
lol
okay la. he didnt today.
SIGH!in the past i will always do tt and when i quit doing this, i got a bf who does this. some kind of retribution ah?
lol. so sorry to those ppl who i've done this to.i know how it feels. =D
i cant make up my mind yet.diedie. help me la.

yesterday was such a GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!

yes i did well but my my boyfriend did BETTER!yay!

show you

YAY!

heh.i m proud of him really [:

i could have done better just a digit lower!

its actually really scary.

today was a better day than yesterday.

yesterday was a VERY VERY BAD day. Emotional the whole day long.(pms)

okay tracy came over at 7 plus AM and we started the tarts making.Suz and chang came over at 12 to help out all the way to 7.woah super tiring la.

we should open the PINEAPPLE TARTS bakery liao we made 20 over boxes la!

all are as great so people who wanna buy?tag ah!

miss ya a lil.

Gosh i'm feeing so.. Emotional.
sigh everything today seem to piss me off and the backache and cramps are killing me.
i think its the pms thing acting on me.
how can you GUYS be so unsensitive.is it really hard to reply a msg?
i dont like to be angry you know... bleah. what ever blogger is screwed up any way.

ah~ ten rounds no!!!
okay blog stalkers pls tag

lousy la

heh say HOT
my super ex sl! kaying!
my sis adm friends

me and my designer!

okay my post kinda scerew up.
today i went to jurong pt for the spring seduction chong sam design competition.i was the model for the blue onei think its a lil big for me theres extre fabric here and there.
okay i was late for the hair styling at storm heh(cindy i know whats and where is storm )
the stylist straughten my hair and volumized my hair and i liked i alot! heh.so i took loads of self obsession pics [:

i'm feeling down, really.

i sprain my ankle again .sigh its hurting pretty much
and i cant go for trg tmw.
=[

okay pic blogging this time.

yesterday went out to buy my sports shoes cos my old fila which lasted me for 4 years got its sole detached from the shoe though it still looks *fine*.i am actually quite reluctant to buy a new pair.Partly because got sentimental feelings to my old pair but mainly cos i dont wan mom to spend the $ la.heh( i need money for clothes not sports shoes).but on the other hand i'm happy la ( theres utility of the shoes which gives me a high level of satisfaction. -.- econs.)lol

yea so my friend was SOSSOSOSOSOS late tt i tt i went to eat mr bean ice cream alone. heh.i know la i look like cam whore bimbo la.

okay la got to queensway when it was raining so heavily.spend a really long time to find the shoes of my size! size ladies 9 its big TOO BIG. got so FED -UP so i sat down to eat laksa.(katong laksa).stupid right go all the way to queensway to eat katong laksa. -.-

finally aft eating found 2 pairs to decide on.one is

which is a pair of guys shoes. receive bad comments though i find it nice.=[ but i bought none but another. =] Cheap. i love queensway and band friends will know can ask mirul zhaf tracy and marc la.heh.

tts the highlight of the day. ( Sat yest)

today (21st )

happy birthday to Mango cassi and xinyi,it also moms wedding anniversary. heh

okay me and sis went out home at 8 and jog to the link way to east coast. bad pacing.i was sup to try my new shoes.okay la. all sports shoes seems the same -.-. later played the swing and tried the

lol.

later dad and fetch me and sissy to jalan kayu to eat roti prata. heh! happy but there were tonnes of nagging on the car. yea aft tt went to some garden.THERE

LOL.

finally FRIDAY NIGHT!
I can finally go out and play tmw.(i guess yet to ask mom)
heh.
its a boring day today. my CG was the earliest to end(11.30) but we cant leave sch till 12.45.yea.i got a last min notice from natasha my new friends who lives near my house, to go for the tp open house.so yes we went. we only went to business and applied sc sch together and they have to leave for auditions and cheerleading. i stayed in tp and went to DESIGN sch to find sissy.yea.i think if i were to join poly. business is really not my cup of tea.i will go design. =]
after watching the fashion show in which kaying my ex-ex SL was one for the models. iwent home alone cos sissy can only aft 6.
got home and slp with my contacts on cos i was too lazy to take it of. heh
woah im so glad there's no training tmw!but actually i was pretty proud of myself being able to run 10 rounds ard the track NON STOP on wed. heh.it was my first time but not the last =[

after all this time

"After All This Time"
After all, the broken stones
That were thrown, for no good reason
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And though her heart bares the scars
No sign of healing,
It's All right
She's loving him still, after all this time.
Ohh yeahh
[Chorus:]
Trying to push the past away
Still waiting for the lights to change
Try, try for the sake of their pride, pride
Learning to barely feel the pain
Thicker the skin the less the strain
And though it's really hurting
She aint breaking, breaking, breaking
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time
Now he knows his weakness shows
Selfish soul, never changing
That's fine, because she's loving him still
After all this time
And to the outside eye
You see a family getting by
And it all seems perfect, and that's how she wants it
Coz she's loving him still, after all this time.
[Chorus]
After all this time....
After all, after all, after all this time
Bones have to grow, and age it shows
Though we try and hide it
Inside, she's loving him still
After all this time
And behind his tired eyes, she sees the boy with his arms wide
Who made her feel like an angel
Ohh thats why she's loving him still
For the rest of her life, she's loving him still
For the last of many miles
She's loving him still
After all this time

well i stayed at home today cause the doctor appointment thing screwed up
so i got to slack another day
actually i dont know how to explain to my teacher tmw. =x
still feeling kinda sick but yea so reluctant to go to the doc.hehe
tmw got training! goggo ICE you can DO IT!

i dont wanna be sick.Sigh.

Why does love have to fade?
do you really have to get over someone and stop loving the person though deep in your heart you wish to love her/him forever?
Why cant him/her just love you the way they did 3mths,1yr ago?
haiya. i know its impossible. so i'll let it go.haahh

btw

I'VE GOTTEN INTO NET BALL!!!!woots!
i am especially happy[: because i was the only one who got in who was not from net ball or from any sports based CCA!
heh. but yea the training i have to say is super TOUGH.every prac have to run 10 rounds around the track.training like siao.
heh
still hppy though deep in my heart i wanna learn volley.heh.nvm! aft first 3 mths i get to choose again.

woo.i've not really blogged since the new year.bleah!
well its mainly due to the busy schedule,lazyness,and the ever self restarting comp.yea.
i had my new yr resolutions done but it got erased.hmph.(oh i realld wish this does not happen later.=X)
but basically to again more hardworking,clever and have more stamina!

okay.i had a lil intro on my first 6 weeks jc which is (SAJC [: )
i love it.
Although most of the time i'm slacking in the canteen with my og ppl a few times ponning lesson( eg. today skipped my phy class cos i want to eat)
OH YAH! I LOVE the FOOD in sa!the food are tastier than TK's and there is also i larger variety of FOOD.(hokkien mee. REAL fishball noodle, prata etc !) so ppl come SA. Hah

i have not made up my mind on whether should i stay in Sa or not.i DONT MIND AT ALL.but i'm really afraid of the o levels results. it haunts me very night before slping.AH

ok whatever.i really wanna do well! >.<

got to know my new class today.It's a really small one.but nvm.had PE with them today and tts all we had together i dont really know any of them cos we didnt get to talk much.So.. The intensive PE made me realise how un-fit i am.woah. gotta TRAIN.heh

What else? any thing anyone needs to know?bleah.have not decided on the CCA i wan to choose.I have a long long listen and here it goes : Volleyball, netball,bowling, girls soccer,odac, choir, dance..blah actually not tt long la.

Btw there's Jam and hop on fri night in SP.Anyone going? TELL ME ALRIGHT!
heh!

i went out with y gfs. WE HAD TONNES TO TALK !!(on sat) met mesh later =]

S-Saverdo!BRING DOWN THE HOUSE!

Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go come to bed,
don't make me sleep alone couldn't hide the emptiness
you let it show never wanted it to be so cold
just didn't drink enough to say you love me
I can't hold on to me wonder what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
Don't want to let it lay me down this time
drown my will to fly
here in the darkness
I know myself can't break free until
I let it go let me go
Darling, I forgive you after all
anything is better than to be alone
and in the end I guess I had to fall
always find my place among the ashes
I can't hold on to me wonder
what's wrong with me
Lithium- don't want to lock me up inside
lithium- don't want to forget how it feels without
lithium- I want to stay in love with my sorrow
oh but God I want to let it go

HOW WAS SA?
hot J2s i have to day la.i really like the uniform.heh.
orientation was FUN ireally have to say.esp when you see the ogls putting thier heart and soal in ityea.m og friends are nice la espthe quietier ones.is just tt i dont really like this 2 ppl.one of them is the india guy with his wierd accent whic hhe uses to flirt with girland the other a girl damn fake la.(its obvious that fish shits in the water).bleah shant elaborate.its bad to hate ppl so i wish they get better.OTHER THEN TT SA WAS REALLY GREAT SO hopes it gets better.smiles.Sexy back! Saverdo!

HAPPY NEW YEAR! its 01 01 07 -1.53am.
HAH
the VERY FIRST THING I DID THIS YEAR was to cross a zebra crossing with umesh.boohoo.lol.we were sup to stay at marina to watch the fireworks but we chucked it.
the crowd was so bad TONNES OF INDIANS.woah.it was a black parade.(a particularly noisy one :P)
so we sqeezed our way back to the station and went to kallang to eat.it was on the way there when we passed the new yr.heh.
WE ATE ALOT MAN! FIRST A MACS MEAL.then.WE WENT OVER FOR A 2 PIECE CHICKEN MEAL.(we took dinner before that). hah
it was 1 am by then and so he send me home.no buses were on the road and we had to wait very long for a taxi.
WOOHOO.happy 2007!

How much it pains to smile when your heart is crying.Guess you will never know.

My boo
BLEAH :P

Just So You Know Lyrics
I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
I shouldn't love you, but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you, but I can't move
I can't look away
And I dont know how to be fine when I'm not
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
It's gettin' hard to
Be around you
Theres so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not'
Cause I don't know how to make the feelings stop
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit aroundI can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
This emptiness is killin' me
And I'm wonderin' why I've waited so long
Lookin' back I realize it was always there, just never spoken
I'm waitin' hereBeen waitin' here
Oooh
Just so you know
This feeling's takin' control
Of me and I can't help it
I wont sit around
I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Whoa
Just so you know
Whoa
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go
Of you but I don't want toI just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know
Just so you know

A NEW YR IS COMING.well finally sch is starting.okay i may regret saying this,but for now i am really sick of the holidays. Cant wait to meet new people! but who knows i may be just a outcast there , whatever.i'll try my best.

A new year; a new colour.

In 2005 my colour was GREEN GREEN ALL GREEN, a colour of peace,unique tasting,weird maybe(at then it still wasnt a hot colur.).

Up a year 2006( this year) it was RED! but i have nth red to start with whereas my green collection were piled up.lol.oh well. RED is a colour of motivation, driving me to what i want to achieve.RED went through alot with me..i really dont wanna ditch this colour. waaaa.haha

Nevermind,so next year.. YELLOW or BLUE or ORANGE? any suggestions? =]
i still have 5 more days to decide on it.lol. i know i'm lame but yes, this stupid thing is part of me.

lol MERRY CHRISTMAS!
someone asked me: spent christmas with you bf ah?
i replied:No.With my Father's.
lol
sian ah i some how think the christmas in tw was one with more christmas mood.
hah. the party yest( christmas eve ) left loads of food mom and friends ordered more then enough.haiya some the fridge is stuck with tonnes of food prepared untouched at all.boo..
yea.May all of you a have a merry christmas.

Was sixteen ever in the list?

Its hard to for get, all these mistakes.
you know the other solution.And we refuse to say.
End.Its too close for comfort.

til now i haven't accepted the fact that its gone, i've yet to let you go.
Was i invading in on your secrets?

DADA!haiya th back ma. the front is longer
nvm la
see you first then show you la.
heh =]
today is umesh's birthday.
which is chirstmas's eve's eve'eve.
lol
wenta watch a night at the museum.

operation done.
my ear now have 4 stiches.hideous.
still painful. injection was better i thought
=]
okay nighty.

I WOULD'NT nv try chaning hair stle for fun any more!!!
AH~
its the Shortest hais i've cut in the 4 yrs!
gosh!

PHEW MAN

PHEW MAN! The doc just spared my life!woo.no operation today!but well ...ITS IN 2 DAY'S TIME!waaaa.
i thought it was kinda minor but well i have to go throungh general anesthesia.oh well.jus hope it will turn out fine.
aft the appointment we went for the flower exibit at sun tec cause it's the singapore garden's festival?haha. quite nice la.but some display there were disappointing.took loads of lame pics!haha i ll up load 'em.
oki byebye.

Darn the operation is tommorrw but i m totally not prepared.
i scared la.i'm a patient tmw.
wish me luck~

went for tjc's concert yesterday.
it was reeally great.i think the pirates sounded much better than what we played 2 yrs ago.. DUH..lol
tj ppl are like duper entu ppl.hah.well i might end up there someday, who knows?
i have to start telling myself that the vj aim is unrealistic.LOL
and well today,my lil cousins from mom's part of the fam came.rayna is VERY CUTE! later i'll up load the vid to. SHOW OFF. Hah!

"Too Close For Comfort"
I never meant the things
I said
To make you cry
Can I say I'm sorry
It's hard to forget
And yes I regret
All these mistakes

I don't know why you're leaving Me
But I know you must have your reasons
There's tears in your eyesI watch as you cry
But it's getting late


Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know


Remember when we scratched our names into the sand
And told me you loved me
But now that I find
That you've changed your mind
I'm lost for words
And everything I feel for you
I wrote down on one piece of paper
The one in your hand
You won't understand
How much it hurts to let you go
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfort
Driving you home
Guess I'll never know
All this time you've been telling me lies
Hidden in bags that are under your eyes
And when I asked you I knew I was right
But if you turn your back on me now
When I need you most
But you chose to let me down
Won't you think about what you're about to do to me
And back down...
Was I invading in on your secrets
Was I too close for comfort
You're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in
What was I just about to discover
I got too close for comfortYou're pushing me out
When I'm wanting in(Yeh yeh yeh)
What was I just about to discover
When I got too close for comfort
Driving you homeI guess I'll never know...

these days are getting more boring.

but i went to tk band's concert which lessen it.

So proud of my linda and joan. BEST solos! GOGO

I really miss band playing as one.looking at them brought me back to the 3 concerts i've went through. the 1 month of chionging etc.being afraid my slos will screw up etc.haha.

MEMORABLE.

JUST BACK FROM THAI YESTERDAY! hah.

FUN FUN FUN.i wanna go there again and again and again.lol

yea the only bad part of thai is the scary thing.When you get lost while shopping you'll get reeally panic.hah

let the pics do the talking.